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:: Depression Strikes yet Again ::

Journal Entry: Tue Jul 15, 2008, 6:56 AM
  • Mood: Euphoric
  • Listening to: the computer humming and the fan whirring
  • Reading: The Zombie Survival-Guide?
  • Watching: The Mist
  • Playing: the Sims 2
  • Eating: barbeque chicken, chicken fetticinni
  • Drinking: Pepsi
Alright I know exactly why i am depressed this time. Recently ever since my gramma passed away I've been thinking that I should have stayed home instead of going to my friend's house. I wasn't feeling good anyways i had a sore throat and a headache but i was bored. I wonder constantly if I had been home maybe i could have gotten help...its wierd...i feel as though she is still home at times. Like yesterday morning when i took a bath i thought absentmindly "hah gramma is probably wondering what the hell i am doing" and then when i wake up in the morning i go into her room to say goodmorning to her and i just stop dead in my tracks inside the doorway. I laugh it off but i think im being affected by it now since i was i emotionally dead inside after finding her. want to here something ironic? the day gramma died i had asked my mom way early in the morning "is gramma dying?" and my mom shook her head.

since gramma passed away i've had one dream about her that wasn't entirely scary just odd. I dreamt i was walking down the hallway that splits off into four rooms the main bathroom, my room, my mom's room and, my gramma's room. Well i was headed to my room when my gramma walked out of her room. As she went by i called to her "but..you're dead" she laughed "no im not" she said to me. Next somehow we were in the kitchen and she walked down the hallway to her room i trailed after her wanting to talk. i got to her room and walked in and there was blood everywhere. I woke up after this and drifted back to sleep instantly transported back to her room. She was laying on herbed with Terry our dog we had put down in december of last year. I climbed into bed and hugged Terry...waking up shortly after.

sorry about the long journal...i just needed to get whatever was in my system out.

Devious Information

  • Current Age: 17
  • Current Residence: Merrillville Indiana
  • Interests: Wolves, Drawing, Legend of Zelda, any other animals, Fantasy creatures
  • Favourite movie: Rocky Horror Picture Show, Little Shop of Horror, King Kong (really old one!) Hairspray etc etc etc.
  • Favourite band or musician: ???
  • Favourite genre of music: eh what is this music you speak of?
  • Favourite artist: everyone on deviantart!<3~
  • Favourite poet or writer: Dean Koontz, Stephen King, sir arthur canon dole..<-<
  • Operating System: Windows
  • MP3 player of choice: Ipod
  • Favourite game: The legend of Zelda: Twilight Princess
  • Favourite gaming platform: Ps2/Gamecube
  • Favourite cartoon character: meeeee?
  • Personal Quote: Meeeeewp~
  • Tools of the Trade: mechnical pencils. blender stubs, colored pencils, GIMP..other things..

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Devious Comments

~aquarene:iconaquarene: May 30, 2008, 11:51:10 PM
Thanks for the watch =D

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~wild-winter-yasahiko:iconwild-winter-yasahiko: May 28, 2008, 2:09:09 PM
heylo wats up shire...

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~ivan11422:iconivan11422: May 14, 2008, 7:03:56 PM
Thanks for watching *howls*
~nashoba-hostina:iconnashoba-hostina: May 6, 2008, 11:15:58 AM
Oh wow, thank you so much for the fave and watch and everything!!

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*RedrumWolf:iconRedrumWolf: May 3, 2008, 8:23:26 AM
Thanks for watching :floating:

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~ShireWolf:iconShireWolf: May 2, 2008, 9:18:36 PM
your artwork is awesome why would i not watch you?XD
~MrByakko:iconMrByakko: May 2, 2008, 7:50:39 PM Mood: Love
Hey thanks for the watch!!

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*goosechimera:icongoosechimera: Apr 29, 2008, 1:16:45 PM
Thanks for the watch!

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~Nekokitsune:iconNekokitsune: Apr 14, 2008, 12:33:30 PM
:icono3oplz:
:iconbunnyplz:
:iconlegsthx:

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~akai-ryu:iconakai-ryu: Apr 11, 2008, 10:07:27 PM
Thanks a lot for the watch! :3

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~Nekokitsune:iconNekokitsune: Apr 3, 2008, 12:16:41 PM
I knows where joo ares
:iconohnoseplz:
:iconbunnyplz:
XD

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"What do you want to be when you grow up?"
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~Nekokitsune:iconNekokitsune: Mar 28, 2008, 12:26:00 PM
I'M ON YOUR PAGE BETTCH >3
:iconohjoyplz:
:icontuxedoplz:

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"What do you want to be when you grow up?"
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~Dralupine:iconDralupine: Mar 15, 2008, 1:08:06 AM
Thanks for the watch! I really appreciate it!

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Can't think of anything intelligent to say!
*BeanyCoffee:iconBeanyCoffee: Mar 10, 2008, 6:20:27 PM
Thanks so much for the watch ^_^

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*aeolus06:iconaeolus06: Mar 7, 2008, 11:09:52 PM
thank u so much for the watch :D

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~Nekokitsune:iconNekokitsune: Mar 7, 2008, 1:31:31 PM
HI!

:lol:

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"What do you want to be when you grow up?"
"...A computer person!! 8D"
~Nekokitsune:iconNekokitsune: Mar 6, 2008, 1:43:57 PM
YES! >D

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"What do you want to be when you grow up?"
"...A computer person!! 8D"
~Nekokitsune:iconNekokitsune: Mar 6, 2008, 1:43:43 PM
Type back beetch D<

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"What do you want to be when you grow up?"
"...A computer person!! 8D"
~Nekokitsune:iconNekokitsune: Mar 6, 2008, 1:42:56 PM
Hi I seee joo >3<

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"What do you want to be when you grow up?"
"...A computer person!! 8D"
=FireMaster13:iconFireMaster13: Dec 6, 2007, 12:57:27 AM
You wanted the paw references as a print, m'dear?

Well, I appreciate the interest. If you would like, I'll see what I can do.

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~maelgwyn:iconmaelgwyn: Sep 27, 2007, 3:07:06 AM
Hows my angry little wolfie today?

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~ShireWolf:iconShireWolf: Sep 26, 2007, 3:30:30 PM
-hugs- Hey maemae!
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